Nothing Is Wrong With You

Some Wings Were Never Meant To Match

There once was a peacock who delighted in his magnificent tail.

When the morning sun caught each feather, it shimmered with brilliant blues, emerald greens, and glints of gold. Visitors stopped to admire him. Other birds stared. The peacock had little doubt that he possessed the finest plumage in the world.

One day he noticed a crane standing quietly nearby. The crane's feathers were plain by comparison—soft gray and white, elegant but unremarkable. The peacock could not understand how such an ordinary bird could seem so content.

Unable to resist, he spread his tail into its fullest display.

"Look at my feathers," he boasted. "Kings admire beauty like this. Yours are so dull they barely deserve a glance."

The crane looked up with calm eyes.

"Your feathers truly are beautiful," he said kindly. "Mine will never be admired the way yours are."

Then he opened his long wings. With a few graceful beats, he lifted into the air, soaring above the trees until he became a small shape against the open sky.

The peacock watched from below. His feathers could capture every eye—but they could never carry him where the crane could go.

The forest grew quiet again.

For perhaps the first time, the peacock wondered whether he had been measuring the wrong thing all along.

When We Start Looking Sideways

This still happens.

Most of us don't wake up intending to compare ourselves with everyone around us. It begins much more quietly. Someone seems to recover faster. Someone works longer hours. Someone travels more. Someone cooks every meal from scratch. Someone else somehow manages a spotless house, a thriving business, two hobbies, and enough energy to answer texts before next Tuesday.

Meanwhile, you're wondering whether folding the laundry counts as today's accomplishment.

Comparison rarely announces itself. It simply slips into the background until our own life begins to look strangely inadequate.

The hardest part is that we almost never compare whole lives.

We compare someone else's brightest feathers with the parts of ourselves that already feel uncertain.

Different Bodies, Different Wings

Living with fibromyalgia—or any condition that changes your capacity—makes comparison especially tempting.

Your body may need more rest. 

Your nervous system may react more intensely to noise, stress, certain foods, poor sleep, or a schedule that once felt ordinary.

You may have learned to pace while watching others move without stopping.

From the outside, it can feel as though everyone else received an instruction manual you somehow missed. But perhaps you're asking your body to be a peacock when it was built to be a crane.

Or perhaps the opposite.

Some people shine because they can accomplish remarkable amounts. Others notice beauty everyone else walks past. Some create safe spaces. Some listen deeply. Some survive seasons that would flatten another person. 

Not every strength earns applause. Not every gift photographs well.

That doesn't make it any less valuable.

The Brain Likes Scoreboards

Our nervous systems naturally pay attention to where we stand among other people.

Thousands of years ago, belonging helped us survive. Watching others gave us information about safety, resources, and connection. Today, however, the comparison never ends.

We scroll through carefully edited moments. We see achievements without the exhaustion behind them. Energy without the recovery days. Confidence without the private doubts.

Our brains quietly turn those snapshots into scoreboards.

For a nervous system already living with chronic pain or heightened sensitivity, that constant measuring becomes surprisingly expensive.

Every comparison whispers that you should be doing more. Your body hears pressure. Your muscles hear urgency. Your mind begins searching for evidence that you are falling behind. It becomes difficult to rest because rest starts feeling like failure.

Perhaps You Were Never Behind

The crane never wished for brighter feathers. He understood something the peacock had forgotten. A life is not measured by someone else's purpose.

The same is true for us.

Your body may never behave like someone else's. Your work may unfold more slowly. Your healing may require pauses that others never need.

That does not mean your life is smaller. It simply means your design is different.

There is tremendous freedom in choosing measurements that actually fit your life.

Did I honor my body's limits today?

Did I notice beauty?

Did I speak kindly to myself?

Did I protect my peace instead of chasing someone else's pace?

Those questions tell a very different story.

Looking at the Right Things

The peacock wasn't wrong for being beautiful. The crane wasn't better because he could fly. Each possessed something the other did not.

The suffering only began when one decided that another creature's gift should become his own standard.

Perhaps that's the quiet wisdom hidden inside this old fable.

Contentment doesn't arrive when we become someone else.

It arrives when we finally stop asking our own wings to do someone else's work.

And sometimes the gentlest thing we can do for ourselves is look away from another person's feathers long enough to notice where our own are quietly carrying us.